Copoyright Barbara Louvrou
I have been asked by many why I have chosen to call my blog “writing infinite possibilities” when i have been away writing about Morocco. Simply because Morocco was an Infinite Possibility
Interestingly enough my blog has been asleep for a few months as my computer broke and I became engrossed in adapting back to a temporary life in the UK, wondering what I was doing here again.
Why temporary – because its time i followed my heart and that can only become possible if I allow for infinite possibilities enter my conscious mind.
The blog was born because my friends wanted to know about my adventures and somehow endless emails did not appeal, I thought it would be a much more interesting and fun way of communicating.
My trip to Morocco was born out of an idea that I wanted space to write my book, From that came a possibility of allowing anything and everything to enter my consciousness to allow a wonderful perfect place to appear for me to write. I had no idea where or how, It was just an idea that I decided on. An idea I wanted more than anything.
In fact for the first time in my life I just decided it had to happen. There was not one single part of me allowing life to happen to me. it was already happening because I decided it was.
From the idea of finding somewhere in Southern Spain which so reminds me of one of my favourite places in the world Arizona I put the idea forward , but nothing was happening, nothing was coming to me.
I was becoming increasing irritated and frustrated, that here I was asking for something to happen and nothing was.
Then out of the blue a thought appeared that maybe I was not supposed to be in Spain, maybe i was supposed to be somewhere else. But where? and how could I make that [possible.
Now i felt completely lost, if not Spain then where?.
I suddenly snapped out of the confusion I was creating in my mind reminding myself that I had tools to help me and i wasn’t using them. Tools that took the stress out of me trying to control what happened in my life – tools that I had leant in Access Consciousness.
So often hearing its not the how we need to decide on, but the what , and I could achieve this by living in the question I already had the what and the realisation that the how only needed a question to be asked.
No sooner did I ask my question
“If not Spain where is the perfect place for me to write my book “.
Things began to move. I remember my friend Rose had a place in Morocco ,
“ So what else was possible ? and there In was talking to her on face book, the first time in !8 months and my adventure was unfolding.
By allowing to open up to infinite possibilities I was taken somewhere I had never dreamt of. A place that had never entered my consciousness until that moment. I had given up my endless exhaustive thinking of how I was going to get to Spain because Spain was not where I was meant to be. It was Morocco
Morocco that brought so many life changing experiences, many new friends and opportunities into my life that even 6 months ago were not in my consciousness. I created all this because I spent my months there in the flow of everything and being in the question, being conscious, aware of the magic around me and sheer curiosity which I often forget to do in the Uk as we are too busy doing and forcing what we think we want or need.
What amazing adventures would i have missed out on had a i forced my stay in Spain.
And the adventure continues…………………… creating infinite possibilities!